Chit Chat

        Just felt like jotting some things down. The last week has been full of a bunch of ups and downs for me and I believe I may be feeling a bit worn down and exhausted. As I have mentioned before I am terrible with change but this last week, I have never felt more ready for it. I even feel excited about a lot of it....at moments at least. At the end of the day when I lay down and start letting my mind get the best of me, I remember how terrified I am. I am ready to take a big leap and make some very serious changes in my life, but at the same time I really do not want them to end up being a bad decision. I know that sometimes you just need to take that risk but, it makes me uneasy. Which then makes me feel anxious, which then makes me write haha.
       I probably need to find a way to outlet some of my nervous energy. Maybe a new workout.....or maybe something else. Any ideas? haha

Side note, heres a picture of me and a corgi puppy :)

Infinity - The Xx

After all the time
After you
Had you seen me with someone new
Hanging so high for your return
But the stillness is a burn

Had I seen it in your eyes
There'd have been no try after try
Your leaving had no goodbye
Had I just seen one in your eyes

I can't give it up
To someone elses touch
Because I care too much


Could you tell
I was left lost and lonely
Could you tell
Things ain't worked out my way

Wish the best for you
Wish the best for me
Wished for infinity
If that ain't me

Give it up
I can't give it up