Day Off

Read this, and it just made me laugh at myself:

Your Daily Horoscope

You are getting mixed messages about your love life today. On the one hand your significant other or a potential partner seems determined to get together with you, but then they suddenly switch gears and want to challenge your ideas. Keep things light if you can.

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I love when my horoscope is strangely accurate. 

I am trying to ground myself today, stay level headed and well, not let silly things from this horoscope fog my mind. So, I will most likely bake. =) I may possibly begin trying to reorganize myself, I have this serious urge to go through my closet and drawers and start purging and organizing. I'll try to post about some of this later, if nothing else I will post about my baked goods :).
Random thought, I kind of want to take a photography class.



"Once said, words can make a world of their own." - Stars

Misleading, Misdirecting, and Missing

I have far too many concepts on my mind to write anything with any sort of direction right now. I feel like I am at another one of those points where life is forcing me to change, and of course, I am trying my best to resist. On top of that, I am still trying to focus my concern for others on to more concerns about myself. I suppose life is also trying to show me in many different ways that I should be more concerned for myself. It is very difficult to not look back on the more recent past and think about how you would like things to just be that way again. I think it is a natural instinct to think that way but, obviously not a healthy one.

I think about the way other people treat one another, and how I have been treated by others. I wonder if I act that way towards people?  I am sure we all have our moments. Really makes me think about how I treat my loved ones. I hope I am able to show them how much they mean to me. I hope they know enough that when I have a moment that is less then great, that they never even doubt how much I care.

Actions speak louder then words, and accepting that can be very hard. I know in time everything will feel right and whole. For now, I will just try to accept the fact that things are changing. Eventually I am sure I will see it is all for the best...