I have recently learned something, something that may seem a bit obvious to some. I learned that it is o.k. to feel. Not only am I allowing myself to feel however I might at any given moment, I am not feeling sorry for it. No guilt for me, the way I feel can not be changed. If I act inappropriately because of my feelings, then I may have something to apologize for but, I can not simply be sorry for feeling. In regards to my efforts to rid my mind of negative thoughts (oh, how foolish of me) I have learned a very important lesson, that those thoughts are there for a reason. They need to be addressed, and let out occasionally, just don't let them run your life. I am learning that to find my place in "true happiness"the first step is myself, all of myself. Including unwanted thoughts and feelings. The good, the bad, and the ugly...because in the end, you are the one that has to live with yourself.
"It's fashionable now to say that any mistake is made by both of you. That's not always true. One person can easily kill another." - J.W.
